Another heartache worth mentioning.
You’d think I’d stop writing about my hurts, wouldn’t you?
They seem so repetitive in my blog…
But yeah, I have yet another tale of woe that I must add to the thesaurus of this life Dee-able.
Dork-o’s outta here. Bitten by the love bug. A pest, in my opinion, but what do I know?
Bugs are bugs and people are people and girl on girl love is intense and emotional.
I’m gonna miss her. I’m gonna be lost and sad for a while indeterminable.
Despite my ribbing and jokes.
But like Lu says, be happy for her and just know that I’m gonna fill up the Dork-o void with someone else.
I hope it happens soon. I HATE to be sad.
We all wish her happiness and joy.
But I’m still thinking about myself, as always. And the emptiness I’m already starting to feel.
I’ll get on. I’ll get over. It’s the way this life was created.
But if the recipient on the Pennsylvania end screws her over?
I won’t be playing Mrs. Nice Guy for long.
There are some girls’ hearts you just can’t fuck with in MY world.
Audrey said:
on August 24, 2007 at 10:03 am
I wish I could take my whole world with me… I will miss you very much, too! But I promise, you can’t get rid of me that fast. There is always e-mail and the phone. I won’t stop looking out for you either! You are a big part of my life too. I love you Deedle!
Dee said:
on August 24, 2007 at 10:40 am
I hope for you the love and success that you are seeking. Even though it leaves me feeling sad with the knowledge that such an important figure in my world is moving on…
You’ll always be my Dorko-o. With that comes a huge responsibility in my book. So just stay tuned and just stay focused. I got your back, even though I often act in its opposite.
Lu said:
on August 24, 2007 at 11:13 am
Audrey : We all wish you the very best. Remember these things: friends are friends no matter where they are, it is up to us to keep connected, it is never too late to change our mind and false pride can hurt and keep on hurting as we refuse to change. When true friends tell us the things we do not want to hear, it is because they care. And remember the lecturer!!! I have been training Dee to take over for me as lecturer when I retire and it sounds like she is doing a good job.
Love,
Zoe Ann
Audrey said:
on August 24, 2007 at 12:11 pm
I just hope that someday you will find the kind of serenity that I do in making this move. It is a leap of faith I am making, but a choice I am ready for and feel good in making… Everything needs to be given a chance to work in life!